a n d t h e n . . . . .

Monday, October 28, 2002

No words I write can ever say
The perfect words to describe how I’m feeling

I know our love [if there is any] is not easy
But
I can’t do it alone
I need you to make me sure
I need you to give me strength
I need you convincing me
That
What I’ve done
What I do now
Is not for nothing
Is not useless
Then
I know what to do next

We want to build castle together [at least I do]
But
You know
I know
You and I
Will never spend the rest of our life together in one

What we do now is
Helping each other
Building castles
For you
For me
Then someday
We can look around our castle
See your artwork in mine
Mine in yours
And how beautiful they are

But still

I can’t do it alone